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Friday, 9 December 2011

Update

Life has got the better of me






So here we are in what should be week 27. I guess this is the part where I confess the obvious, that Jar 26 is yet to go out, let alone number 27. 

The Jars are here, waiting on the window sill, looking out onto the world waiting for there wild escape. But as expected with a life burdened with a chronic illness and a trend of not sleeping. I have finally fallen behind.
I hate to be down and say it was inevitable, but right now it feels like it.
The stress of the last few months have finally gotten to me. I said at the beginning of September, that I was going to take some time off from life. Then not long after I say that I go and find a flat to move into.
They say moving is one of the most stressful thing's you can do in life......well they weren't kidding. Throw in a lack of health and a lack of social ability and you get a bit of a mess. 
I am finding it very hard to go out in this cold weather, I seize up and pain seeps through my coat. I am also very tired and finding a good Jar spot is not easy when your brain can't even remember how to get home.


I will not give in though, I will Carry On as they say. But I will try learn to accept my limits and move on. 
This project has shown me a lesson I continue to refuse to learn. That I am not supper women and I can't do things on will alone. I have yet to accept this fully, but I'm sure life will keep reminding me until it sticks. 
So the Jars will make it out soon, but until then I will continue making them and updating this on how it is going.


But for you hunters I have updated a few old Jars that are still out there to my knowledge. In my hope that they will be found.


Happy Hunting!

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